Thanks for writing your heart’s content.
I do not believe in a supernatural entity, or place, or word. I do pray however. Not to a super person for favors or salvation, but to stay connected with those I love past, present, and future, a community I hope is always expanding. I think that transcendence, the desire for meaning, is a mark of our existence born and bred in us unless we have rooted it out. I am agnostic as far as the permanence of those fibers of connection among us when we die. But I still feel and know them as you do. I believe that love is divine and it’s up to us to keep it alive as you are doing with your children and family.